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Friday, March 28, 2008

Reflections of Myself

This day, someone told me that I have the capability to go further than the average. I believed what she said. I also recently discovered a “talent” of mine. Well, at least I discovered it before my high school life would end.

She told me the life of her “shoti” (hihihi!). When their mom died, her shoti was having detachment problems. He was close to his mom. Moreover, he was always “sakitin”. However, despite the problems, he moved on with it and excelled greatly. He became a CSA officer, etc etc (I only remembered one position! Haha! ) . In college, he studied in ADMU, with a course of Political Science. However, his job is not related with his course! Haha! Basta, yung lesson sa story ng buhay ni “shoti” ay: You have to take risks to excel.

Honestly, inspired ako sobra sa kanya. Hindi ko talaga akakalain na ganun ang buhay niya, at umunlad pa siya kahit ganung kalala ang problema niya. I am really really blessed to have him as my counselor (ba?? Or B.S. teacher??) I have also read his blog. I was shocked at that time. Hindi ko inakala na ganun siya magsalita tungkol kay God sa buhay niya(in a good way!).

Anyway, going back to the topic, may potential ako, as in, super super duper malaking potential. Nundati pa siya nakatago sa akin, pero na-discover ko na siya. Ang prob: paano ko siya ipapahusay sa college??? Well, God has a plan for me. Hihi! Siya ang nakakaalam kung ano ang best sa akin, at pumapayag ako sa will niya. Hmm.. Eto pa: as long as you are still breathing, God is not yet finished with you, His purpose for you is not yet done.

Hindi ko pa alam ang purpose ko sa buhay, kaya hirap rin ako ngayon. Gusto ko rin tanungin kay God kung bat ako hindi pasok sa dream school ko. Matino naman yung mga courses na napasa ko(pharma, lia com). Pinili kong mag-dlsu since

1) Hindi daw ako bagay maging Thomasian (by atsi she, tasha[lalo na ito!])

2) Mas bagay daw ako maging LaSallian, since may “poise” daw ako sa lahat lahat ng ginagawa ko

3)Sosyal/saucy daw ako(!!!!!)

Ang gulo ng entry na ito, hindi maayos ang mga idea ko! Haha! First time ko naman magpost ng ganito e. Anyway, atsi she told me about DLSU’s vices. She tested me.The result: I was feeble-minded about life. J

Ayoko na magcomment tungkol duon, since hindi lang ako nagiisa! Haha! Syd, j9, tasha! Kayo rin, feeble minded!!!! Tapos nun, bumili si atsi she ng ice cream(mint choco chip! Ü) since may “nangyari” J (smile ulit!) (syd, j9, tasha, shut up a!!! =p ) May dumating ring pizza, courtesy of siege. Thank you! Haha! Malapit na april 3, kaya im going to be very pasaway sa barkada. Pagpasensyahan niyo na lang po ako! Hihihi, thanks!

Location: Agape Center (2nd floor)

Time: 1:00pm to 3:00pm

People Involved: Atsi Brenda, Atsi She, Atsi Josie, Ptr. Ed, Chioa, Syd, j9, Jerome, Natasha, Jenny, Siege, Nicole J

Monday, March 24, 2008

School Memoirs

mga SSHS high school graduates, try answering this. sobrang mamimiss nyo ang school. makes you wanna go back in time. hahaha!:)

1. Bakit ka nahuhuli sa pila bago mag-flag ceremony?

---campus deputy lang...pero may ISANG tym na na-late ako, dahil Valentine's Day un =p


2. Anong favorite mong bilhin sa canteen?
---pasta!


3. Na-guidance/principal's/csde office ka na ba?
---of course! =p


4. Sinong favorite teacher mo doon?
---mr roque!! I love his lit. selections!

5. Tropa mo ba yung guard ng school niyo?
---NO!!!!! And it will be NEVER!!

6. Saan ka usually tumatambay? Why?
---lunch= lobby, library or ERC. Uwian= parish, mcdo

7. What's your most unforgettable experience?
---Yung pangit kong "dream" sa CSA Campaign

8. Varsity?
---track and field(ex na! haha!)

9. Sinong una mong nakilala sa highschool mo?
---lahat naman kilala ku e... yung unang new student cguru, si sheriza :)

10. Sinu-sino mga kabarkada mo nung higschool?
---dalawa berks ku:

4th yr- syd, j9,jerome, tasha, mariane, belle, angellyn, pat, tasha, jasper, epi?

3rd yr- sen, doby, roch, chiz, audz,


11. Nami-miss mo na ba yung uniform mo?
---may maganda yun kaysa sa uniform namin ngayon.haha

12. Ilang beses mo nang nawawala ung ID mo?
---never


13. Favorite classmate?
---hmmm... syd! math mate! =p


14. Most unforgettable person? Why?
---siya. marami akong natutunan sa kanya eh. haha

15. Kailan sa tingin mo dadating ang yearbook?
---matagal daw e...so, expect ku 2 or 3 years

16. I-describe ang mukha mo sa graduation.
---cresent moon ang labi ku :)

17. Anong binibili mo sa labas tuwing uwian?
---mcdo, eat fresh, shakeys, seattle's

18. Nakakita ka na ba ng multo sa school?
---hindi pa po, pero sa video meron

19. Nangarag ka ba sa paghahabol sa projects?
---yeah!!! ang saya ng experience na yun! haha!

20. Anong unang-una mong ginawa right after graduation?
---d ku lam,,, la pa nga kme bacalaureate e!


21. Ano naman ang papel mo sa Intrams?
---dunno, meron b intrams??? =p


22. Favorite subjects?
---Math!!


23. Kung papalitan ang color ng uniform niyo, okay lang?
---yeah, super fine with me!

24. Nasa Friendster mo ba yung crush mo sa highschool mo?
---yeah!

25. Did you ever regret going to your highschool?
---NO

26. Kilala mo ba kung sino ang nag- post nito?
---yeah, friend ng sis ko

27. Sino sa mga ka-batch mo ang dapat isali sa STARSTRUCK?
---hmm... Wala e! haha! ang sama!

28. May gf/bf ka ba nung highschool?
---none

29. Kayo pa din ba ngayon?
---wala nga e, kulit!

30. Ano ang best section mo?
--- orange!!!! whoo!! =p

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Who I Am

When you talk, people listen. When you lead, people follow.
> Go Chioa!!

The pressure’s on and you’re on top of your game. Deadlines are your thing and you meet every one of them.
> Yep, I like to do everything in time

You think ahead. You invest in yourself. What you do today will pay off tomorrow.
>Hihihi! I love this test! This is true!

You have a brain and you use it. You read books without pictures in them. You want to go to school, get ahead and do it right.
>I love school, and I like to think. I read books. what the heck?! hahaha!omp

You like being part of the crew. Your friends, your family, your people, you win, you lose — together.
>Really? =p

You’re on point, anticipating anything that could happen. You’re a planner — you’ll never be caught off guard.
> I always think about the outcome..so I guess it's a yes

No surprises. That’s what you’re about. You like knowing ahead of time what’s going to happen and what’s expected of you.
> Ta-da! It's the same!

You don’t like to compete — you love to compete. Competition brings out the best in you.
> Yep, competition!!

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Annual Report of Book Lovers' Club*

* This is NOT the actual report of the said club

Event: Fieldtrip(Outreach)
Location: Hospicio De San Jose, Manila
Time: 9:00am to 11:00am
Number of Involved People: 19 (14 Students, 5 Administrators)* only an estimation

Pro's:
1. Once in a lifetime
2. Happiness of the Students

Con's:
1. Population of Mosquitoes ( L3oo vehicle)
2. Traumatized Students


Summary:

I expected the kids to be rowdy, kid-like toddlers. However, it turned out to be the opposite; a certain fact remained the same: It was hard to lead them. Only a kid participated. His name was Jayson, a small kid who has the guts to explore the world. He was the only extrovert in the room, if I may say. There were two quiet toddlers, but they left me an impact. These two are Jerome and Eman 2. Jerome was quiet, too quiet. Nevertheless, when you hear his soft voice, you will be amazed how nice that kid is. Well, Eman 2 is his exact opposite, in terms of movement. He keeps on running around us. He hides under the table. He sees the world as a playground. That is the perspective of a child anyway, so it is forgivable. What is their similarity? It is their faces. Both of them are adorable, to the extent that you want to squeeze their cheeks! Ü God created children not just for a nuisance in our lives, but also an inspiration. Ü

After our outreach, the person-in-charge toured us around the area. It turns out that the place is an island. Only the bridge can bring us back to civilization.

First, we went to the mentally retarded section. I realized this strong truth in me: I do not fit in the world of Occupational Therapy. Some of us got shocked. The patients would approach you as if you know them. I will not mention the names of the people who got shocked, in order to have a fair treatment among us. Hihihi! In the end, we made a distance from the group.

Last, but not the least, were the elderly. It is fun to hang out with them, since you can talk to them like an adult. Technically, they are adults, OLD adults. However, there is a certain level of wisdom which they possess, hidden from their simple words. There was a Chinese elder there. I was not able to ask her age, but she has an UTI. It is great that God still gave them hope to heal despite the age.

Our trip ended here. Despite the inconvenience, we brought the Gospel to them, and they gave us a well-rounded smile in exchange. Ü

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Arugments between Science and God

"Let me explain the problem science has with Jesus Christ." The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand.

"You're a Christian, aren't you, son?"

"Yes sir," the student says.

"So you believe in God?"

"Absolutely. "

"Is God good?"

"Sure! God's good."

"Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?"

"Yes."

"Are you good or evil?"

"The Bible says I'm evil."

The professor grins knowingly. "Aha! The Bible!" He considers for a moment.

"Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?"

"Yes sir, I would."

"So you're good...!"

"I wouldn't say that."

"But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't."

The student does not answer, so the professor continues. "He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answer that one?"

The student remains silent.

"No, you can't, can you?" the professor says. He takes a sip of water from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax.

"Let's start again, young fella Is God good?"

"Er...yes," the student says.

"Is Satan good?"

The student doesn't hesitate on this one. "No."

"Then where does Satan come from?"

The student : "From...God. .."

"That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?"

"Yes, sir."

"Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything, correct?"

"Yes."

"So who created evil?" The professor continued, "If God created everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil."

Without allowing the student to answer, the professor continues: "Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things, do they exist in this world?"

The student: "Yes."

"So who created them?"

The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his question. "Who created them? There is still no answer. Suddenly the lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom. The class is mesmerized.

"Tell me," he continues onto another student. "Do you believ e in Jesus Christ, son?"

The student's voice is confident: "Yes, professor, I do."

The old man stops pacing. "Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?"

"No sir. I've never seen Him"

"Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?"

"No, sir, I have not."

"Have you ever actually felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelled your Jesus? Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus Christ, or God for that matter?"

"No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't."

"Yet you still believe in him?"

"Yes."

"According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?"

"Nothing," the student replies. "I only have my faith."

"Yes, faith," the professor repeats. "And that is the problem science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith."

The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a question of his own. "Professor, is there such thing as heat?"

"Yes," the professor replies. "There's heat."

"And is there such a thing as cold?"

"Yes, son, there's cold too."

"No sir, there isn't."

The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested. The room suddenly becomes very quiet. The student begins to explain.

"You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat, mega-heat, unlimited heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we don't have anything called 'cold'. We can hit up to 458 degrees below zero, which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold; otherwise we would be able to go colder than the lowest -458 degrees. Every body or object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transmit energy. Absolute zero (-458 F) is the total absence of heat. You see, sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units because heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it."

Silence across the room. A pen drops somewhere in the classroom, sounding like a hammer.

"What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as darkness?"

"Yes," the professor replies without hesitation. "What is night if it isn't darkness?"

"You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light, but if you have no light constantly you have nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? That's the meaning we use to define the word. In reality, darkness isn't. If it were, you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?"

The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him. This will be a good semester. " So what point are you making, young man?"

"Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to start with, and so your conclusion must also be flawed."

The professor's face cannot hide his surprise this time. "Flawed? Can you explain how?"

"You are working on the premise of duality," the student explains. "You argue that there is life and then there's death; a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it."

"Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?"

"If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man, yes, of course I do"

"Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?"

The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he realizes where the argument is going. A very good semester, indeed.

"Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a preacher?"

The class is in uproar. The student remains silent until the commotion has subsided.

"To continue the point you were making earlier to the other student, let me give you an example of what I mean."

The student looks around the room. "Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor's brain?" The class breaks out into laughter.

"Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain, felt the professor's brain, touched or smelled the professor's brain? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain, with all due respect, sir. So if science says you have no brain, how can we trust your lectures, sir?"

Now the room is silent. The professor just stares at the student, his face unreadable.

Finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man answers. "I guess you'll have to take them on faith."

"Now, you accept that there is faith, and, in fact, faith exists with life," the student continues. "Now, sir, is there such a thing as evil?"

Now uncertain, the professor responds, "Of course, there is. We see it everyday. It is in the daily example of man's inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. These manifestations are nothing else but evil."

To this the student replied, "Evil does not exist sir, or at least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of God.

God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like the cold that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there is no light."

The professor sat down.
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I love this argument!

"But many who are first will be last, and the last first." Mark 10:31

Saturday, March 8, 2008

Noodles with Blood

Note: JJ hia and/or Jerie(??) hia must not see this entry!!! =p
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Since my little brother was still in his tutor session, my mom allowed me to eat lunch on my own. But before that, Jerie hia and JJ hia were asking me where I am planning to eat. So I decided to eat with them.

We went to La Mien , a noodle house located beside Metrobank and in front of Metropolitan Hospital and Syd's house( =p)! At that time, we bumped into some people.That people includes jasper tan, kevin chong, pastor chris, and some church people whom I do not know.

We ordered three bowls of Beef La Mien and an order of steamed dumplings. After eating my noodles, Jj hia asked me if i was ready to hear the "story". So, out of curiousity, I said yes, even though I was still eating the dumplings.

His story: they(the owners of the noodle house) decided to stay near to the hospital just in case we get tummy-aches.hahaha! but jerie hia and I thought of another story: the meat came from the hospital, the dead peoples' meat. o_O yeah, I know, it was a wild idea. Naturally, I was disgusted.

Suddenly, the topic was changed into the movie Saw. So, it was really disgusting. The blood, the hands, the saw!! hahahaha!! Well, in the end, I have to go early than them, so I went to Elem to go to ongpin. My dad's car was there. We rode a sidecar and I saw Sean and JJ hia. haha, what a coeincidence! =p

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Who Am I

This song has helped through ups and downs, and I would like to share it to you. I also hope that this song will be an inspiration to you. Ü

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours


Click here for the song

Saturday, March 1, 2008

It's The End..!

I stumbled upon this message after signing on Yahoo Messenger:


President Gloria M. Arroyo approved the P150 Million budget for the UNIFIED MULT(666) SSS ID system, DZRH repoorted! it has started!!Macrochip or Biochip ii-inject in hand or forehead ng tao which they call lifetime saving sa US.. NEXT NA ANG PHILIPPHINES!! dami na ang nagpatatak according to Time magazine.. RAPTURE will take place anytime.. PLEASE PASS.. God bless..


Ok then, my wish just came true. After the BS Group(I had a hot head at that time, so I wasn't able to listen to the message, and I was in a deep thought. I won't tell you the story! hihi! pero pwede ku sabihin to some of my friends), JJ hia talked to me about the thing that happened awhile ago.After that, I went to ISLA CEBU KARINDERIA and ate lunch with roch,sen and leah. After that, I commuted back home. Hmm, I ate palabok and tiramisu cake. I slept. After that, I read Matthew. I finished it. And at that time, I was thinking of this wish: I wish that the world will end right now. I wish the undeserving to be gone. And unforunately, it was granted!!!! :O

Anyway, this is what I have noticed from Jesus Christ's character:
1. humble(too much, if i may say)
2.patient(especially to the pharisees)
3.giving
4.frank(i love this character! haha!)

After this "amazement", I was willing to meet Jesus Christ more, face-to-face. I want to say these words to Him: Hi Jesus!At last, you're here in front of me: face to face. You are my idol! I would do everything for You. Thank you for Your love, especially in my dark times, where i was sad AND angry.